Confused !!

I'm feel so confused with him . He was shoot me 1 month ago .

And then I decided to refuse him .

But,, he's stay survive to get my love .

God,, what should I do ??

I'm so confused indeed !!

Really,, I wanna have a new boyfriend .

But until this time,, I haven't find someone that can make me fall in love again .

I don't know why,, until i can't explain my self !!

But I hope can find someone that can make me happy :))